Didn't know whether to laugh or to cry. Now I was in bed with a stranger..a good looking stranger, but still a stranger...someone I'd only met a week ago. So weird! It gave me renewed respect for actors when they have to do love scenes. I fought the whole thing in the beginning. I knew the air conditioner was on, but i was freaking boiling, or was I blushing. Gosh, everyone isjust staring...I dont know what I did to get through it, but I finally forgot all the faces staring and finally got into actress mode. I decided: THIS IS FOR THE FAT GIRLS!!" And just like that, I got over it. I cannot tell you the whole thing, it will be more fun to watch when the video's ready I believe. Besides you won't want the milk if I tell you all about the cow now!! But I'll tell you Milk DOES a body good, lol...Okay, I"ll stop now!
Honestly, the most difficult part about the whole day was having to remain in a state of sadness, frustraton...it became quite depressing. At first it was hard to be "sad" all the time...I needed motivation. I recalled the last time I was betrayed by my ex-boyfriend...and it's enough to make any woman cry....the tears are automatically summoned...
I was tired...I was hungry...I was emotionally drained. But now it was time for the "Breakdown scene." Because certain props were limited in numbers, I only had two chances to get it perfect. I was so tired, and to borrow Lisa Lisa's song, I was "All Cried Out." I simply had no more tears...but it had to happen.
i kno that's rite chica!! do it for us chunky but funky ladies!! lol but i'm glad you got through it all with flying colors and i can't wait to see the video. i know it's going to be awesome!
ReplyDeleteAfter comparing you and me in the photo from the free show last night, you do NOT look chunkyt!! I repeat you do NOT look chunky!!
ReplyDeletemaybe it can be compared to doing a one nite stand?? from the old days phrase?? lol
I am anxious to see the video!!
Sometimes you just gotta let it out and have a good cry. I have a playlist in my ipod and its called Tear Jerkers. Those are the songs that I listen to when I want to stir up some emotions inside me. I dont know why I do it, but when I do listen to them and I feel the emotions, it lets me know that I'm not dead inside (if that makes any sense). After being on the set on Day 1 and listening to your song over and over, I have a newfound respect for it. I'm looking forward to the video. And congrats on the movie. More stuff for all of us to look forward to! :)
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